Shallow

from If There Is A God That Is Judging Me Constantly by Up River

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Rejection is a warm bed so this is as comfortable as I'd like to get.
My skin would crawl my teeth would itch gods tears so shallow I couldn't even drown.
Was it so hard to speak your mind? Or maybe you felt empty like the cigarettes you threw to the floor?
I wish I could have thrown myself out and hit the floor to feel my teeth hit my skull like the final nail to my death bed
Plot twist I couldn't resist, the killer in you was always me. Insane I'm so ashamed to gave you the time, to set you free
We're not cut from the same cloth so in truth we'll clean up what we adore in our own sick ways.
A forked tongue, ripped from gods lung. No more lies, die without disguise
So strip my pride, I can't hide no identity no longer disguised I can't lie, I've been lying to myself to keep you here to keep you near
So strip my pride I can't hide no identity no longer disguise. Tell me how you stay alive, tell me how you heal the wounds that you hide
I'm not like you on the inside

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from If There Is A God That Is Judging Me Constantly, released November 25, 2016

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Up River Brighton, UK

Up River have written angst ridden hardcore punk since forming in 2011. Over the years their music has only grown more despondent, desperate and dragged down with emotional weight. They offer the soundtrack to their own emotional upheaval and frustrations.

Harry Huntington
Tom Adams
Samuel Bushby
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