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This is my disguise this ain't a phase, tonight I'm an open book ripped of pages. An open wound, left to age
Watch me work the room, centre stage, impending doom. The spotlight melts my eyes, less I see just clearer skies
I'm what you've come to see Imitations up my sleeve and I'm good so good I almost believed

Detached from the hip, there's beauty in separation & loss. These words like knives cut deeper, deeper than the scars I've crossed.

"I'm fine" my famous last words behind my lies
I guess In truth I had this coming. Destroying what I built, I do it in my sleep

Rest your head
Lay still
Lay still

If there is a god that is judging me constantly. If there is a god who will punish me endlessly.
Stage fright no doubt in my mind I'm what you've come to see
Dig deeper, deeper into the earth
This is my last trick for what it's worth

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from If There Is A God That Is Judging Me Constantly, released November 25, 2016

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Up River Brighton, UK

Up River have written angst ridden hardcore punk since forming in 2011. Over the years their music has only grown more despondent, desperate and dragged down with emotional weight. They offer the soundtrack to their own emotional upheaval and frustrations.

Harry Huntington
Tom Adams
Samuel Bushby
Harry Rawson
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