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Sometimes you need that crutch, when pulling teeth isn't enough
Sometimes you need that crutch, gods lonely touch

So frustrated I can't feel the same. So isolated I'm not so far from the insane
Always waning, tired of communicating. Theres comfort expiring over and over again and again

These walls have been acting pastor for my own private hell. I know you're sick and tired pulling me from my shell.
I was just so desperate to break, just to make another mistake
Walking these steps to nowhere like an Escher painting

I am in decline

Dear friends that I hardly knew
Not that I ever tried or even had a clue
You brought out the worst in me
And you brought out the worst in you

Dear friends this is the end of everything
Dear friends this is the end of everything
If anything you weren't anything

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from If There Is A God That Is Judging Me Constantly, released November 25, 2016

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Up River Brighton, UK

Up River have written angst ridden hardcore punk since forming in 2011. Over the years their music has only grown more despondent, desperate and dragged down with emotional weight. They offer the soundtrack to their own emotional upheaval and frustrations.

Harry Huntington
Tom Adams
Samuel Bushby
Harry Rawson
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